What happens now?

What happens now? What happens when a memory comes knocking at your door? Do you answer it? Ignore it? To many choices with to many outcomes. You can answer the door and get the surprise of your life and be overwhelmed with hundreds of different emotions and be in a state of shock. Then there is the ignore it, if you do that you can make a person mad at you and lose a friend, a close one. What do you do with in these situations, I am still trying to figure all this out. It may not be a literal knock on the door like the other day, but something happens to bring back memories that you have suppressed so deep down inside that even you have forgotten about them until it pops up again. Will life ever get any better, it seems every week goes down hill some how. *sigh* I don't know what else to type up I just wanted to get this out before I forgot about it. I'll be back later maybe for something new.